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Former West Virginia athletic director Oliver Luck still remembers, with vivid clarity, the day Pittsburgh and Syracuse officially announced they were bailing on the Big East to move to the ACC. He was headed east from Morgantown to the West Virginia-Maryland football game on Sept. 17, 2011, and made a plan to get to league commissioner John Marinatto as quickly as possible.

The two met alone in a suite inside Maryland’s football stadium. Marinatto sat in a high-backed chair at the bar as the two briefly discussed how exactly the Big East would survive as a football-playing conference. The elephant in the room, of course, was that Pitt and Syracuse had delivered a double gut punch that sent shock waves across the league, signaling to every remaining football-playing member that the time had come to forget about conference loyalties and look out for itself.

Neither said what appears obvious, in hindsight. Even if they wanted to, they never had the chance. Marinatto got a phone call five minutes into their meeting. Luck watched as Marinatto turned ashen and pale, then fell to the ground.

“I remember saying to myself, ‘Oh my god, the conference is falling apart, the commissioner just [fainted] in front of me and I don’t know what to do,'” Luck said in a phone interview, adding that the call concerned Dave Gavitt, the Big East founder, who died just as his beloved league was breaking up.

Luck raced to find medical personnel, who helped Marinatto regain consciousness. But there is a reason, 10 years later, that Luck remembers that moment so clearly. That day serves as a point of demarcation where nothing would ever be the same for the Big East or its league members.

In short order, TCU pulled out of its agreement to join the Big East after just 11 months. Forty days after Luck met with Marinatto, West Virginia announced it was moving on to the Big 12, beating out Louisville in a high-stakes race that drew in high-powered politicians and pitted two Big East members against each other for the final open spot.

Skepticism among remaining teams was high; trust was low. Presidents, athletic directors and coaches made calls behind one another’s backs to find a secure conference home that would not only provide stability but also a financial windfall that guaranteed their own futures, all while sitting in Big East meetings identifying schools to add in an effort to save the conference. As Big East officials worked on creating a Western flank with Boise State and San Diego State, remaining schools Louisville, Cincinnati, UConn, South Florida and Rutgers kept making entreaties to other conferences to find an escape route.

To be sure, the Big East did not set off the wave of realignment that impacted every Power 5 conference between 2010 and 2012. The Big Ten did that when it announced in 2009 that it would begin exploring expansion possibilities before ultimately adding Nebraska in 2010.

But the Big East was the only major conference to lose half its football-playing members over that span, and that ended up delivering a blow from which the conference could not recover. Ultimately, the basketball-playing contingent retained the Big East name and split off; the remaining football-playing members joined with nine new schools and formed the American Athletic Conference.

For those with deep Big East connections who watched the events unfold in real time, hurt feelings, anger and sadness remain 10 years later. Marinatto, who died in June at age 64, blamed himself for what happened to his beloved league on his watch, according to multiple former colleagues. He never granted an interview after he resigned as Big East commissioner in 2012.

“I don’t know if anybody could have stopped what happened from happening,” one former league official said. “Especially when you had schools hell-bent on taking care of themselves.”

Of course, the schools that left view what happened much differently.

“We were all aware of the movement happening around us,” former Syracuse athletic director Daryl Gross said. “We just had a TV deal fall through with the Big East, and the Big East is looking like a burning ship, and there’s a cruise ship here to pick us up. So what are you going to do?”


TO UNDERSTAND HOW everything unraveled for the Big East, a short history lesson is in order. The Big East formed in 1979 as a basketball conference and stood proudly behind that sport, even rejecting Penn State as a member in the early 1980s.

But as football grew in power and financial stature, the league invited in Miami, Virginia Tech, West Virginia and several others, and began sponsoring football in 1991, allowing long-standing league members like Pitt, Syracuse and Boston College to play football in a conference for the first time. But doing so always left the league slightly off-kilter compared to others because of the unusual football/basketball dynamic.

“Ever since the start of the Big East, there always was concern about the football schools breaking away,” one former Big East official said.

Realignment hit the Big East first in 2003 when Miami and Virginia Tech left for the ACC. That summer, the remaining Big East football-playing schools decided they wanted to split away, believing their interests were no longer aligned with those of the basketball-playing schools. Kevin O’Malley, a TV executive-turned-consultant, was brought in to help then-commissioner Mike Tranghese keep the league together.

“They had actually drafted a letter that was going to be sent,” O’Malley recalled. “As far as they were concerned, the basketball schools were history. What I pointed out was something that is a recurring theme through all of this, which is how much the basketball schools and the football schools needed each other. It took a while, but we put Humpty-Dumpty back together again.”

Boston College eventually left too. Though the league added Louisville, USF and Cincinnati to fill in the gaps, the growing importance of football from a revenue-generating standpoint, most importantly during television contract negotiations and making sure it had a seat at the table in the old Bowl Championship Series, only widened the chasm between the football and basketball schools.

It became much harder for the league to not only figure out its identity — caught between its basketball tradition and the riches of football — but also to keep everybody moving forward together.

“There are no rules in this game of realignment, right? There wasn’t an arbiter. You couldn’t go to the NCAA or the federal government. It was a game we likened to musical chairs. You don’t want to be the one standing when the music stops.”

Former West Virginia athletic director Oliver Luck

“Over time, it got more contentious because the basketball side was always wary of the football side,” one former Big East athletic director said. “And as we drove some of those ideas, it was viewed as more of a football play instead of a league play.”

That essentially is at the heart of where so much went wrong, starting in December 2009. When the Big Ten announced it would explore expansion over the ensuing 12-18 months, athletic directors across the country realized a seismic shift in the landscape was about to happen. Some schools and conferences would end up with an enormous financial windfall, while others would scramble to find a suitable home.

“The day the Big Ten announced that,” former Pitt athletic director Steve Pederson said, “I think everybody said, ‘OK, here we go.’ If you don’t know whether you’re going to be one that’s going to be selected, the risk is high. So we really tried to come up with some kind of way to cement the Big East together. Understandably, a lot of schools just didn’t want to make that kind of commitment. They said, ‘Well, what if what if we had a chance to go to one of these conferences?'”

Gross remembers attending one set of meetings before the conference basketball tournament in 2011, looking at the agenda and seeing nothing listed on the topic of expansion.

“To this day, I have no idea why no one wanted to touch the subject,” Gross said. “It was almost like, if we don’t talk about it, then we don’t have to worry about it.”

He raised those concerns during the meeting. Afterward, another athletic director walked up to him and asked, “Are you guys leaving?”

Gross maintains that at that point Syracuse had no plans to leave. “I was just trying to figure out, ‘What’s the plan?'” he said. “I felt so lost. I thought for sure this would be the biggest discussion topic in the entire room.”

Whether the league was proactive or not is a matter of perspective. Multiple times, the Big East tried to form a partnership with several Big 12 schools, but it was only in response to the possibility that Texas and Oklahoma would leave.

Once Texas and Oklahoma decided to stay put, the idea fizzled.

Marinatto sent a bottle of champagne to then-Big 12 commissioner Dan Beebe to congratulate him on keeping his league from disintegrating.

Soon, there wouldn’t be much to celebrate.


THE BIGGEST DISCUSSION topic in the Big East became its television rights. At the time, the Big East was working with ESPN on a new rights deal that would bump its annual payout from $36 million per year to $155 million per year. All told, the new deal would be worth more than $1.3 billion over the life of the contract. As its television partner at the time, ESPN had an exclusive negotiating window to make a deal happen with the Big East.

But there were multiple presidents and athletic directors who wanted to wait and take the Big East to the open market once that window with ESPN closed, believing its entire rights package was worth more than what ESPN was offering. That group included Georgetown, Pitt and Rutgers.

“We just felt like at the time that the deal didn’t reflect our value,” Pederson said. “As you looked at the numbers, you just said, ‘If you’re going to sign a long-term deal that you feel is undervalued, then you’re just going to be sorry almost the minute you sign it.’ We understood we were not in the same position at that point as the Big Ten or the ACC, but we felt we were in a better position than the way the numbers came out.”

Though the majority of league schools wanted to take the deal, those with misgivings controlled the conversation and became the loudest voices in the room. Things came to a head in May 2011 when the newly expanded Pac-12 with Colorado and Utah aboard announced a television package of its own with ESPN and Fox worth a reported $3 billion — substantially greater than the Big East offer.

That caused everyone in the league to reevaluate what was on the table, and the decision ultimately was made to walk away from the proposed TV deal.

“That deal came out of nowhere, and people started to ask, ‘If they’re willing to pay that for the Pac-12, why wouldn’t we be able to get more?'” one person with knowledge of the discussions said. “So now everybody’s thinking Comcast has all this money, and we had a year to go before the end of our contract, so people said we should go to the open market.”

One former Big East official said ESPN asked for a counteroffer, but none ever came. O’Malley described multiple athletic directors as being “in disbelief” that the league walked away from the deal.

“I’ve always been the ‘one in the hand is better than two in the bush,’ and that would have kept us very stable,” then-Louisville athletic director Tom Jurich said. “But I was the newcomer talking. We were very happy where we were, and maybe those schools weren’t happy. Maybe they had bigger aspirations. I don’t know.”

Officials from the schools that eventually left deny they were in negotiations with other conferences at the time the TV deal was nixed. But there are some former Big East officials who remain dubious.

One went so far as to say “sabotage” would be an accurate way to describe the way some schools led the push against the TV deal only to later leave, though others in the room at the time felt that was too strong of a word.

“There were so many people that just loved the conference and were so invested in it, and then you had double agents in the room,” another former Big East official said.

Multiple sources pushed back on that assertion.

“There was sincere and genuine effort put towards trying to figure out a way to shore ourselves up and present more value to the market to capitalize on our deal,” one former school official said. “This theory that we deliberately tried to stop the TV deal from happening because we were all at the finish line with other conferences is bulls—.”

Multiple sources confirmed that Pitt and Rutgers tried early in the process to get league members to agree to a grant of rights, in which schools relinquish control of their TV rights to the conference. But there was no consensus. With no grant of rights, no expansion plan and no television deal, there was simply nothing to hold the league together.

Add to that a perceived vacuum in leadership — with the more mild-mannered and less well-connected Marinatto now the commissioner instead of Tranghese — and it seemed like a foregone conclusion that the competing agendas threatened to fracture the conference for good.

“There was no guarantee if we did that deal things weren’t going to still shift, but it would have helped the schools left behind to at least have that in their pocket, and if we had to renegotiate it down, fine, but we still had it,” a former Big East official said.

Despite the behind-the-scenes drama, league officials spoke optimistically at media days in Rhode Island in August 2011 about the lucrative potential for a TV package despite turning down ESPN. One league official told The New York Times, “We’re excited. It feels like the tide is turning in our favor.”

Clearly, not everyone felt that way.

Gross, who was in favor of taking the TV deal, said once that fell through “things were fragile and could fall apart or crumble.” He said he first heard from the ACC in early September, recalling that his phone rang as he walked to his car following a tennis match at the US Open. When ACC officials asked whether Syracuse would be interested in joining, Gross said yes without hesitation.

Within a week, the Syracuse trustees met at a hotel in Beverly Hills, California — where they had traveled to watch Syracuse play USC in football. Gross made a presentation, and the group voted to accept the ACC invitation. Similarly, the situation with Pitt and the ACC moved quickly in September. Both Gross and Pederson said they had no idea they would be joining together until the end of the process.

Despite the uncertainty and fragility of the Big East, multiple people described feeling “blindsided” that Syracuse and Pitt — two of the league’s most identifiable members, including one founding member — would leave. One person said it “shook the conference to its core.”

“Syracuse and the Big East were synonymous with one another for the entire history of the conference,” a former Big East official said. “When they left, there was no recovering.”

Added Jurich: “I know a lot of people’s feelings were hurt, especially the schools that had been in that league for a while. They were crushed because they had such a great loyalty and relationships with those schools.”

Pederson, when asked whether he thought the decision to leave surprised the league, said Pitt was always upfront about the situation. “I guess that would be from their perspective,” he said. “Nobody knew exactly where anybody might be going, and all those negotiations are very private. So maybe there were people that were surprised. I don’t know.”

At that point, any existing loyalties seemed to vanish.

“When one starts splitting away, then the avalanche occurs,” Jurich said. “Everybody was scrambling. It’s, ‘What are we going to do? How are we going to survive? How do we keep our head above water now that the TV deal is out?’ You don’t have a chance to use that as any leverage. From our standpoint, all I cared about was our program.”

Meanwhile, TCU, which agreed in November 2010 to join the Big East as a way of boosting its profile as a member of a BCS conference, pulled out to join the Big 12 in mid-October. By then, the Big East was pushing hard for Boise State to join as a football-only member — all while Louisville and West Virginia were jockeying for the last open spot in the Big 12.

“There are no rules in this game of realignment, right?” Luck said. “There wasn’t an arbiter. You couldn’t go to the NCAA or the federal government. It was a game we likened to musical chairs. You don’t want to be the one standing when the music stops.”


BOISE STATE PRESIDENT Robert Kustra took a keen interest in realignment, believing his football program had positioned itself well for a move into a bigger conference with better access to the BCS. In 2010, he met with the presidents of Utah, TCU and BYU to discuss whether Boise State was ready to make a move from the WAC to the Mountain West.

“I gave my salesman pitch, and then I said to them, ‘How can I know that the Mountain West is going to be the Mountain West it is today?'” Kustra recalled in a phone interview. “‘Are you all going to be there for the Mountain West?’ And these presidents, they were either lying through their teeth or they were completely ignorant of their athletic directors’ plans.”

Only a few days after Boise State announced it would join the Mountain West, Utah accepted an invitation to join the Pac-10. Then BYU announced it was going independent in football. In November 2010, TCU agreed to join the Big East. This was not the Mountain West the Broncos agreed to join.

At this point, Boise State had played in two BCS games as an undefeated team (2007 and 2010 Fiesta Bowls) but had never gotten a legitimate shot at playing for a national championship. Beyond national championships, the Mountain West did not have an automatic spot into the BCS, meaning Boise State would have to go undefeated every year and then hope for a selection as an at-large team.

Kustra felt he had to do something to improve those chances. He had previously lobbied the Pac-12 to no avail. So when the Big East, with an automatic bid into the BCS, called in October 2011 to see whether the Broncos would be interested in a football-only partnership, he listened.

At the time, Boise State was ranked in the top five. On paper, the move made sense: Boise State needed access to a BCS conference, and the Big East needed to fill gaps and boost its football-playing profile. As a way to make its move east more palatable, Boise State needed a travel partner from the West, boosting San Diego State into the conversation.

“I personally thought that taking the Boise State story on the road with the Big East was a great opportunity to get national coverage that we weren’t getting here in the Intermountain region,” Kustra said.

The Mountain West had taken one hit after another during realignment and could not afford to lose Boise State, its highest-profile school. Commissioner Craig Thompson worked the phones to both Kustra and then-San Diego State president Elliot Hirshman, telling them both, “There’s a lot of money being dangled in front of your face, but there’s not going to be a Big East in the long term,” according to a person with knowledge of their conversation. Thompson declined to comment for this story.

The Big East also had conversations with Air Force, Navy and Army but ultimately opted for football-only partnerships with Boise State and San Diego State. In addition, UCF, Houston and SMU would join as full-time members. The moves gave the Big East the largest footprint in the country.

But because the conference looked so different, nobody knew whether it would retain its BCS status or what a future television deal would be worth. Skepticism remained that bringing in Boise State and San Diego State from the other side of the country would actually keep the Big East together. The basketball schools were not thrilled either.

Though Boise State coach Chris Petersen and San Diego State coach Rocky Long spoke in positive terms about the move publicly, they expressed reservations privately. Long declined interview requests for this story; Petersen did not respond to repeated requests for comment.

“There were some ideas that were not ideal, but when you’re in a position like that, you start to look at everything,” Jurich said. “They were not just saying let’s put our head in the sand and say we’re fine when it truly wasn’t. Did it fit for everybody? Absolutely not, including us. It didn’t, but I don’t think you could look at and say it’s about fit when you were looking for survival.”

Several former Big East officials still believe this alignment could have worked long term at the time. But in April 2012, a plan for a four-team playoff was announced, and it became clear there would be no automatic qualifying designation for the Big East under the new format, taking away a huge advantage the league had over the Mountain West.

Marinatto resigned in May 2012 with the league in turmoil. As one friend of his said, “He was just a guy that was the student manager for the basketball team for Dave Gavitt at Providence College and was Mike Tranghese’s friend, and was handed the reins by the two of them. And the conference collapsed. That’s the weight that he carried with him.”

Whether he could have done anything differently to keep the league together is a question up for debate, considering all the outside factors that were beyond his control.

“I don’t think anybody deserves any particular blame for anything,” Pederson said.

Mike Aresco was hired as commissioner in August with an eye toward maximizing television rights. But first, Notre Dame announced it would be taking all of its Big East-affiliated sports to the ACC while remaining independent in football. When Rutgers (Big Ten) and Louisville (ACC) announced their own departures over a one-week span in November 2012, the Big East as a football-playing conference fell apart.

For good.

In mid-December 2012, the seven Big East basketball-playing schools announced a split from the football-playing schools. A few weeks later, Boise State struck a deal to return to the Mountain West. San Diego State followed shortly after that. The Broncos were given the green light to sell their home games separately from the conference’s television package, allowing them to earn more money than the other members of the conference — about $1.8 million more per year in revenues.

Kustra said the Mountain West presidents at the time called him and offered more money from television rights as a way to get Boise State back into the league.

“I’m asked, if you had to do all over again, what would you do?” Kustra said. “And I’d say, I would do exactly the way I did it. I didn’t know that the Big East was going to fold. But look what we got out of it. We landed on our feet financially. And to this day, the Mountain West is still trying to figure out what to do about that.”

Tensions over the special deal Boise State secured have grown over the past several years — and it was a major point of contention during the Mountain West’s most recent television rights negotiation.

Meanwhile, the newly reconfigured Big East – with Xavier, Creighton and Butler – has been led by Villanova basketball over the last decade, winning national titles in 2016 and 2018. But perhaps the biggest news in recent years involved UConn, which decided to go independent in football so it could rejoin the Big East, where it thrived as a basketball power. The Huskies officially rejoined in 2020 after a seven-year absence.

The American Athletic Conference — renamed and rebranded after the basketball split — has thrived as a Group of 5 conference. The league has secured the most Group of 5 automatic bids into the four-team playoff. With the playoff format soon expanding to 12 teams, its chances of making the playoff have increased. But the same could be said for Boise State in the Mountain West.

“Realignment hit us pretty hard,” said Aresco, now the AAC commissioner. “We were in disarray, making sure that the conference would survive. But it turns out, not only did we survive, we thrived immediately. We’ve been thriving ever since.”

While that is true, there are still those with a deep abiding affinity for the Big East who remain emotional about its breakup 10 years later. Because, as one former league official said, “it’s not what it was and will never be the same again.”

ESPN reporter David Hale contributed to this report.

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‘When can I play again?’: Inside Bryce Steele’s journey back to football after battling cancer

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'When can I play again?': Inside Bryce Steele's journey back to football after battling cancer

BEFORE CANCER, BRYCE Steele loved to run.

He became a prized recruit for Boston College as a linebacker, but as a kid, he played receiver, reveling in any chance to put distance between himself and a defender. He was on the high school track team, and he still follows the drills his coaches taught him. When COVID-19 scuttled his senior football season, he’d wake at sunrise most mornings, pop in his earbuds and run a few miles through a nearby park in his hometown of Raleigh, North Carolina, taking breaks only to dash off 100 situps or pushups.

After cancer, running was hell.

It was December 2023, just two months removed from his latest cancer surgery, and Steele was determined to rebuild his life, to return to the form that made him one of BC’s best prospects. Instead, he emerged from a hospital bed with nearly a half-dozen incisions twisting around his rib cage “like bullet hole wounds” where chest tubes had been inserted into his abdomen. They’d healed over by the time he started running again, but the scar tissue still burned as he pumped his fists in a wide ellipse with each stride, just the way his track coach had taught.

He could run in quick bursts, but afterward, he’d gasp for air.

“It felt like I was suffocating,” Steele said, “like someone had a bag over my head.”

Still, he kept running, first in short stumbles, then up and down the stairs outside his apartment in Chestnut Hill, then back at practice with the rest of his teammates at Boston College, a little farther and a little faster most days until this spring, when he’d reached something close enough to his old pace to work with the first-team defense again.

“This offseason, I hit it as hard as I possibly could, literally to the point of nearly passing out,” Steele said. “I want it that bad, and any way I can push myself to get back to what I was before, I’ll do it.”

Sometimes when Steele runs, he’s chasing a ghost. He’ll thumb through old highlight videos on his phone and catch a glimpse of the player he was, the player he thinks he should be again if he keeps working.

At times he’s chasing a dream. He has wanted to play football since he was old enough to hold a ball, and though cancer has often clouded that image, he still sees its contours, a little sharper with each stride.

Sometimes, though, it’s as if he’s running in place, caught between gratitude and regret, unsure whether to measure the miles from where he began or the steps left in front of him.

Steele wants to move forward. But cancer is like his shadow.

Still, he believes there’s a life beyond cancer, if he can just outrun it a little while longer.


STEELE STARTED PLAYING football when he was 4 years old, and he fell in love.

“You could just tell the way he planned for his games,” his mother, Nicholle, said. “He’d lay his uniform out the night before a game. He was meticulous.”

At Episcopal High, the boarding school he attended in Virginia, he blossomed into a star. At 6-foot-1, 230 pounds with a relentless work ethic, he had nearly three dozen scholarship offers by his sophomore year, and that summer, he took a bus tour to work out at camps across the Midwest, including at his dream school, Ohio State.

It was during those camps he first sensed something was wrong. He’d deliver a hit on a ball carrier, and it would take a moment or two longer than usual to recover. And there was that cough — a dry, hacking, full-body lurch. It had been nagging him for weeks, and when he went home to Raleigh in July, his mother sent him to urgent care. He was prescribed an antibiotic. When he returned to Episcopal a few weeks later, the cough still hadn’t gone away.

Steele’s parents, Wendell Steele and Nicholle Steele, visited for Episcopal’s season opener in late August. They insisted he see the campus doctor, who sent him for X-rays and an MRI. The family was eating dinner near campus that evening when Nicholle’s phone rang.

“We’re all laughing and joking,” Bryce said, “and immediately her face fell.”

Nicholle stepped outside to talk. When she came back, Bryce said, it was obvious she’d been crying.

Bryce didn’t pry. Instead, Wendell and Nicholle dropped him off at his dorm where he played video games with his roommate, then grabbed his scooter and went for a ride around campus. When he passed by the medical center, he noticed his parents’ SUV in the lot.

Then his phone buzzed.

“We need you to come see the doctor right now,” his mother said.

When he arrived, Bryce found Nicholle doubled over and sobbing. Nicholle still feels guilty for not recognizing the severity of her son’s symptoms earlier, she said, but Bryce was young and a high-performing athlete. Who would think of cancer?

The doctor showed Bryce his chest X-ray, pointing out a dark splotch just beneath his heart. That shouldn’t be there. More tests were needed, but the splotch could be a tumor.

“Can I play tomorrow?” Bryce asked.

The answer was obvious to everyone except him, and when it finally sunk in that he’d miss the game — maybe the season — he broke down.

His parents tried to console him, wrapping their arms around him, but Bryce pushed them away.

“I was angry at the world,” Bryce said. “I heard the term ‘possible cancer,’ but I didn’t care about that. I wanted to play football.”

That night, Bryce went back to his dorm room and said a prayer.

“God,” he asked, “whatever you do, let me play football tomorrow. I don’t care what happens in the future. Just let me play in the game.”


STEELE WAS DIAGNOSED in September 2019 with thymoma, a rare form of cancer — particularly for someone his age — that develops in the thymus gland in the upper chest. From there, things moved fast.

Steele had surgery at Duke Medical Center in North Carolina, where doctors removed a 13-centimeter tumor, then he underwent proton radiation at Georgetown Hospital in Washington, D.C., to avoid chemotherapy. Doctors expected he’d make a full recovery, but they warned that, due to the tumor’s size, there were no guarantees cancerous cells wouldn’t be left behind. He missed his entire junior season, but he kept the diagnosis private. What had been a steady stream of coaches texting and calling dried to a trickle.

Steele ended up with a half-dozen offers he seriously considered. He’d settled on South Carolina, but just weeks before he planned to enroll, head coach Will Muschamp was fired, so Steele reconsidered. That’s when he got a call from Jeff Hafley, who’d first met Steele as Ohio State’s defensive coordinator and was now the head coach at Boston College.

“We knew of his diagnosis, but he fit BC,” Hafley said. “He was made of the right stuff. Smart guy, great person. We recruited him really hard.”

Steele flashed potential as a freshman, then saw his role grow as a sophomore, racking up 51 tackles, a pair of sacks and a forced fumble. But after each season, the cancer came back.

In 2021 and again in 2022, doctors removed a small amount of cancer cells that had shown up on routine scans. The surgeries were relatively minor, and each time, Steele was back at practice within a few weeks.

By the spring of 2023, he was on the brink of a breakthrough.

“The Bryce Steele we knew was coming came that spring,” said Boston College general manager Spencer Dickow. “He’d come into his own and there was a thought for us that he’d be an All-ACC player.”

A few weeks after spring practice ended, Steele went in for a routine scan, where he always approached doctor’s visits pragmatically.

“If I go in here thinking I’m going to walk out fine, and they hit me with cancer, it’ll be that much more emotional,” he said.

So when Steele met his oncologist at the Dana-Farber Cancer Institute in May 2023, he expected bad news.

It was worse than he’d imagined.


THE APPOINTMENT UNFOLDED like the three before. His doctor held out a chest X-ray, and Steele stared at it blankly. Instead of a large mass or scattered cells, however, his doctor pointed out a maze of grim markers.

“This conversation was a little different,” Steele said.

His doctor spoke, and Steele nodded, not fully understanding. Then he asked the same question he’d asked each time before: When can I play again?

“Honestly,” the doctor said, “I don’t know if you’ll ever be able to play again. Not at the capacity you want.”

Steele had two options for treatment. The first, which doctors recommended, involved splitting his sternum and removing cancer cells that had spread throughout the lining of his chest wall, a procedure invasive enough to likely end his football career. The second, riskier alternative was to try chemotherapy, hoping it would kill enough cancer cells to allow for a less invasive procedure that would give Steele a shot to pick up football where he’d left off.

The decision was simple.

Steele’s first chemo session came in July 2023. Given his age and otherwise good health, doctors had recommended a maximum dosage, and as the final drops drained out of the IV, Steele was amazed at how good he felt. As he left the hospital, he texted BC’s then-head strength coach Phil Matusz that he planned to lift with the team the next morning.

“Let’s see how you do overnight,” Matusz replied.

Steele awoke around 1:30 a.m., dizzy and nauseous. He ran to the bathroom vomiting and wrapped himself around his toilet. He spent the next few hours sprawled on the cold bathroom floor with his rottweiler, Remi, curled next to him.

Three days later, Steele was back working out.

“We’d say, ‘Hey Bryce, you don’t have to do this, man,'” Hafley said. “But there’s no stopping him. He’s driven to have no regrets.”

Steele had one more round of chemo in August, and near the end of summer, he returned to Dana Farber for new scans. The news wasn’t encouraging. They showed no significant improvement, his oncologist said. The surgery would be invasive, debilitating and, quite possibly, career-ending.

“I’d have to relearn how to breathe,” he said.


IN THE WAITING room at Dana Farber, just before doctors delivered the grim news of his latest diagnosis, Steele sat alone working on homework, wearing a gray BC T-shirt with his Eagles backpack slung alongside his chair.

It was the backpack that Matt Moran first noticed, pegging Steele as a football player. He was struck by the image of the muscular athlete with Steele’s relaxed demeanor in a place filled with anxiety and fear.

Moran was 54, from Orchard Park, New York, and he was in the late stages of a nearly 10-year battle with renal cell carcinoma. Doctors had just given Matt and his brother, Bill, news that the latest treatment hadn’t worked.

Bill excused himself to collect his emotions, leaving Matt alone in the lobby. When Bill returned, he found Matt chatting with the football player like old friends.

“They’re talking like they’d known each other for 10 years,” Bill said.

They had a lot in common. Matt was a football fan, and one of his good friends had a son on BC’s team. They were both outgoing, making easy conversation. And they both had stared into the abyss of cancer.

Matt left Dana Farber that day knowing his odds of survival were dwindling, but in Steele, he saw hope. He texted Steele that evening, a simple “Nice to meet you, hope the scans went well.” A little while later, he got a reply.

“It was just something polite,” Bill said, “and no mention of his scans. You can kind of guess what that could mean.”

The brothers didn’t want to pry, but their brief encounter had cemented something for Matt. He had always focused on small moments of gratitude and encouraged his brother to do the same.

“I was just so taken by Bryce,” Bill Moran said. “And Matt always said, if you have a chance to send a note to say thank you to someone, you should do it.”

So Bill scrawled out a few pages of appreciation and an offer to be a sounding board if needed, then dropped the letter in the mail. It took weeks to reach Steele, however, and by the time he read it, Matt had died. He was 54.

During the eulogy, Bill talked about Matt’s chance encounter with Steele. It had been a perfect reminder, he said, of Matt’s knack for finding blessings even in the worst of times.

That’s the message Steele found in Bill’s letter, too. As he considered the dark and winding path ahead, he was looking for some inspiration. Bill’s note offered optimism from a stranger he’d met in a hospital waiting room just moments before hearing the worst news of his life.

The letter is now framed, sitting on a mantel inside his front door.

“Any time I’m feeling down,” Steele said, “I look at it, and I’m immediately reminded of who he was.”

Last Christmas, Steele’s girlfriend, Madi Balvin, gifted him a pair of cleats with a phrase from Bill’s letter inscribed on the side, a phrase that has come to define Steele’s journey: “You never used your situation as an excuse, but used it as motivation.”


STEELE’S SURGERY WAS performed on Oct. 3, 2023. It lasted 15½ hours. Afterward, he was unrecognizable.

“He was so pumped full of fluids,” Nicholle said. “He looked like the Michelin Man.”

Steele had been tireless in his workouts leading up to the surgery, theorizing the better he felt going in, the less work he’d have to do afterward, but when Hafley and Dickow saw him just a few days later, they were stunned.

“The Bryce Steele I knew was this 235-pound, rocked-up, whale of a man,” Dickow said. “And I walked in and saw this kid, and I couldn’t believe it.”

During surgery, doctors found the chemotherapy was more successful than initially thought, reducing the scope of the procedure a bit. Still, Steele’s body was ravaged. He’d lost the use of a sizable portion of his diaphragm, making breathing difficult. He spent a week in the ICU, sleeping more than he was awake.

Steele took his first steps just a day or two after surgery. He couldn’t shuffle more than a few feet without losing his breath — “like teaching a baby how to walk,” he said — but nurses encouraged him to keep moving.

He did laps, with chest tubes, a chemo port and IV lines tethered to his wrist, hand and neck, inching his way down the hallway, dragging a caravan of medical tubes and bags in his wake. But he kept going.

“There would be times I’d come into the hospital,” Balvin said, “and he’d be doing laps alone.”

After nearly a month in the hospital, he was allowed to go home. A month later, he was cleared to resume noncontact training at Boston College, to attempt to run again.

Matusz had developed a plan to help Steele rebuild his strength and conditioning metrics while closely monitoring his body’s response, adjusting Steele’s effort as needed, but always looking for small victories.

“I’d tell him, ‘You’ve never done this post-chemo,'” Matusz said. “You could tell the fight never left him.”

Steele met with breathing experts and private physical therapists, nutritionists, speed and agility specialists. He cut out any foods that weren’t optimized for energy or recovery. If he felt the slightest tweak of a muscle, Balvin would book him a deep-tissue massage or time in a cryotherapy chamber. Steele estimates he has spent hundreds of dollars per week on his body since surgery, using his limited NIL income and support from his parents to make the finances work.

At the end of January 2024, Hafley abruptly resigned. Bill O’Brien took over as head coach, and his new strength staff, helmed by Craig Fitzgerald, put a significant emphasis on conditioning. Under the new regime, the Eagles would run — a lot — and Steele wanted to prove he could keep pace.

“At times, I hated it,” Steele said, “but it’s exactly what I needed to teach my body to work with what it had.”

In August, O’Brien gathered the team for an announcement: Steele had been cleared to return to full practices.

“They went nuts,” O’Brien said. “That was a cool moment.”

Steele struggled to hold back tears, but before he snapped on his helmet and jogged onto the field, he had a message for his teammates.

“If you look at me differently,” he said, “I’m going to be pissed off at you.”

What he didn’t say, however, is that he harbored his own doubts. The chemotherapy had wreaked havoc with his focus, and it would be more than a year before he felt the fog begin to lift. He’d be exhausted after chasing down a tailback. He’d deliver a hit, and for a moment, he’d be dazed.

“That was my telltale sign I should not be out there,” he said.

After a handful of snaps in BC’s first two games of 2024, Steele came to a decision: He wasn’t ready to play football yet.


NICHOLLE HAD ALWAYS dreamed of spending Christmas in New York City, and so Boston College’s date with Nebraska in the 2024 Pinstripe Bowl was something of a celebration.

What she’d really come to see, however, was her son, back on the field.

Bryce’s redshirt status allowed him to play in two late-season games and BC’s bowl. He played sparingly against SMU and North Carolina, but the bowl game would be his most game snaps in two years.

In the stands, Nicholle whooped, hollered and cried, and when Bryce made his first tackle, she shouted, “Praise the Lord. Praise the Lord.”

“I know the people around me thought I was crazy,” she said.

For Bryce, however, it wasn’t a moment of triumph.

The previous months had been an emotional slog. He’d gone to every BC practice, willed his body to heal through relentless workouts, and he’d attended each Eagles game, stalking the sideline in a jersey and sweatpants without a chance at action.

“He’d come home after games and tell us, ‘I just want to be out there so bad,'” Balvin said.

Steele built a relationship with former BC linebacker Mark Herzlich, a fellow cancer survivor who’d played seven seasons in the NFL, and he talked often with other patients such as Chuck Stravin, a 57-year-old BC alum and a friend of Matt Moran’s. They offered Steele a sounding board.

“I was always goal focused, and I think that’s the hardest thing about cancer,” Stravin said. “Guys like me and guys like Bryce, we’re used to being in control. And cancer takes that all away.”

Eventually, Steele formulated a plan. He afforded himself a few minutes every day to be angry, to let out the frustration, regret and sadness. And then he’d flip the switch.

“Those thoughts aren’t going to make you better,” he said. “Just work. Work until you can’t work anymore.”

When coaches approached him about a return to the field late in the season, he felt almost obligated. He owed it to his coaches, teammates and, most of all, his mother.

“I pushed through a lot for her,” Steele said. “She was always saying she wished she’d gotten cancer instead of me. I knew it had been tough for her, and I really wanted to see her smile.”

By the bowl game in New York, BC’s linebacker room had endured so much attrition, Steele was put into the regular rotation. He played 18 snaps and made two tackles. When he watches that film, however, he doesn’t see a player who’d overcome nearly insurmountable odds. He sees a blurred vision of the player he wants to be.

“Did I feel good enough to play? No,” Steele said. “And I feel like that wasn’t really me out there.”

Who Steele wants to be after so many years battling his way back to the field was still a question though.

When he first had cancer, Steele recovered at Duke Children’s hospital. He’d walk the hallways and peek into the rooms, finding kids no more than 4 or 5. Steele would think, “How lucky am I to have gotten 17 years?”

The last time he had cancer, Steele shared a room with men nearly three times his age, some of whom he still keeps in touch with. They talked about life, faith, hope and death. Steele walked the halls there, too, and he found enough empty beds in once occupied rooms to understand just how closely he’d flirted with the end.

“It made me appreciate being alive, regardless of the pain I was in or not being able to play football with my brothers,” Steele said. “I was grateful to be there at that moment.”

He still feels lucky. He’s still grateful.

Does that mean he must be satisfied, too?

“It’s one thing to look at small victories, but he wants more,” Dickow said. “And it’s tough to deny him, because he’s always beating the odds.”


AFTER THE FIRST day of Boston College’s spring practice in March, Steele came home beaming. He hadn’t been perfect, but he felt reinvigorated

“You could tell he was proud of himself,” Balvin said. “He just had a giddiness about him.”

Steele built his recovery around the football maxim of getting 1% better each day — progress accumulated over time. He is still a half-step slower than he was before cancer, and he might need an extra beat to recover after a big play, but he’s smarter, more refined. He can sniff out a play before the snap, cheat two steps toward a ball carrier’s intended destination, and accomplish the job better than how his body worked previously.

O’Brien said he expected Steele to nab for a starting job in the fall, and his position coaches raved his spring performance was “like night and day” from just a few months before. This, Steele said, was the best he’d felt since the surgery.

The better he felt, however, the more he started to believe he could recapture more of what he’s lost.

On April 26, the final day of the spring transfer portal, Steele announced he was leaving Boston College. He thanked BC, his coaches and teammates for supporting him, but said he also understood how easily an opportunity can slip away. He didn’t want to miss any more.

Steele thought about life before cancer, when the biggest programs in the country wanted him. Wasn’t it only fair that, after all the pain, effort and determination, he should get the chance to script his own ending?

“My mother’s always told me, ‘It’s up to you to achieve your goals,'” Steele said. “Nobody determines your future but you.”

Within a few days, he reconsidered.

If cancer is a journey, Steele thought, the path isn’t supposed to loop back around to the beginning. Cancer took a lot from Steele, but maybe, he thinks, this is what it has given him. There is no ghost to chase. There is only some new version of himself to discover each day.

On April 30, Steele met with O’Brien for the second time in less than a week, asking to return to BC.

Whatever awaited on the other side of the portal was something the old Bryce Steele wanted, he said. He wants to be someone new now, a football player who had cancer but not one defined by it.

“I’ve changed my perspective,” Steele said. “If things don’t work out the way I think they will, I’m just grateful for the opportunity to be back on the field with my teammates. I’m more than just a football player, and it might’ve taken me a while to realize that, but now that I do, it’s made this whole journey a lot easier.”

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BYU secured its highest-ranked quarterback pledge since 2002 when four-star recruit Ryder Lyons, No. 49 in the 2026 ESPN 300, announced his commitment to the Cougars over Oregon on “The Pat McAfee Show” on Tuesday.

Lyons, a 6-foot-2, 205-pound prospect from Folsom, California, is ESPN’s No. 5 pocket passer in the 2026 class and entered Tuesday as the nation’s top-ranked uncommitted quarterback. While Lyons will sign as part of BYU’s 2026 class later this year, he intends to serve a Latter-day Saints mission after graduation next year and will not formally join the Cougars until the spring of 2027.

Following a string of unofficial visits this spring that included stops at Michigan, Ohio State and Ole Miss, Lyons trimmed his finalists to BYU, Oregon and USC in May and scheduled official visits with each program for June.

Lyons later canceled his trip to USC, ultimately closing his recruitment with visits to the Ducks and Cougars on consecutive weekends from June 13-22.

With BYU, Lyons lands as a potential quarterback of the future with the program that offered him his very first scholarship offer in December 2021. He is the second-ranked of three ESPN 300 commits in coach Kalani Sitake’s 2026 class.

“They’ve poured a lot into me and made me feel very needed,” Lyons told ESPN. “The love they’ve shown — not just the coaching staff, but everyone there — they’ve shown me just how much they want me more than any other program.”

Lyons, the 2024 California Gatorade Football Player of the Year, would also arrive on campus in 2027 as BYU’s highest-rated quarterback signee since Ben Olson joined the program in the 2002 class.

A skilled improviser who can extend plays with his feet, Lyons exploded in his sophomore season at Folsom High School. He completed 67.9% of his throws for 3,578 yards with 38 passing touchdowns and eight interceptions as a first-year starter in 2023, then followed with another 3,011 yards and 46 touchdowns through the air as a junior last fall. Lyons has also proved dangerous on the ground in the high school ranks, combining for 1,514 rushing yards and 37 rushing scores across two seasons as a starter.

The Cougars have significantly stepped up their NIL efforts across the athletic department in the past year, sources told ESPN. In December, BYU’s men’s basketball program secured the addition of No. 1 overall prospect A.J. Dybantsa, a coveted 6-foot-9 wing who reportedly commanded a high seven-figure NIL deal.

The football program now has its latest cornerstone in a potentially historic 2026 class that includes in-state tight end Brock Harris (No. 32), the program’s highest-ranked pledge since at least 2006, and in-state defensive tackle pledge Bott Mulitalo (No. 105), who flipped from Oregon.

With signatures from Harris, Mulitalo and Lyons later this year, the Cougars would have their first-ever recruiting class with at least three top 300 prospects in the ESPN recruiting era (since 2006).

For coach Dan Lanning and Oregon, Lyons’ pledge to BYU marks the program’s latest high-profile miss in the 2026 cycle. The Ducks were finalists for five-star offensive tackle Jackson Cantwell (Miami) and No. 1 overall quarterback Jared Curtis (Georgia) last month. On June 19, Oregon lost out to Texas A&M in the recruitment of five-star athlete Brandon Arrington (No. 14).

The Ducks are now expected to turn their attention to three-star passer Matt Ponatoski, a two-sport star who visited the program this past weekend, sources told ESPN. Boise State decommit Bryson Beaver is another recent visitor on Oregon’s radar, with Alabama, Auburn and LSU also among those registering significant interest in the late-rising three-star quarterback from Murrieta, California.

Upon Lyons’ pledge, only two of the 18 quarterbacks within the 2026 ESPN 300 remain uncommitted. No. 1 dual-threat passer Landon Duckworth (No. 104) is expected to commit in the coming weeks following official visits to South Carolina and Auburn. Four-star quarterback Oscar Rios (No. 192) is set to choose between Arizona and UCLA on Friday.

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After landing a pledge from four-star quarterback Jaden O’Neal on Sunday night, Florida State secured a pair of commitments from top-130 pass catchers Xavier Tiller and Devin Carter on Monday.

Tiller, a former Texas A&M pledge, is ESPN’s No. 6 tight end and No. 82 overall recruit in the 2026 ESPN 300. A 6-foot-5, 215-pound prospect from Fairburn, Georgia, Tiller logged 50 receptions for 696 yards and 10 touchdowns across his sophomore and junior seasons at Langston Hughes High School.

He chose the Seminoles over Auburn and Alabama following visits to all three schools this month, and he stands as the top-ranked commit in Florida State’s incoming class.

Carter is ranked No. 129 in the 2026 ESPN 300. His father is former Seminoles running back Dexter Carter, who played at FSU from 1986 to 1989 and returned to the program in 2007, spending three seasons as an assistant under legendary head coach Bobby Bowden.

The younger Carter initially joined FSU’s 2026 class in April 2023, but he later pulled his pledge and then committed to Auburn in January. His flip back to Florida State followed a series of visits with the program this spring, including an official visit June 6-8, during which Carter was swayed by the revamped coaching staff assembled this offseason by coach Mike Norvell following a 2-10 finish, sources told ESPN.

Arriving in the wake of O’Neal’s flip from Oklahoma, Tiller and Carter represent a pair of key additions to Norvell’s 2026 class, which has secured pledges from six ESPN 300 prospects in June.

O’Neal, ESPN’s No. 7 pocket passer in 2026, would mark the program’s highest-ranked quarterback signee since 2022 if he ultimately joins Florida State later this year, and the Seminoles are forming a formidable class of skill position talents around him this summer.

Tiller and Carter’s commitments follow the June 11 pledge of four-star wide receiver Brandon Bennett (No. 107). Florida State also holds commitments from four-star athlete prospects Efrem White (No. 172) and Darryon Williams (No. 16 ATH), both of whom could slot in at wide receiver when they join the Seminoles.

Florida State will aim to continue its recruiting momentum to the December early signing period after it saw the program’s 2025 class spiral last fall, ultimately finishing 26th in ESPN’s rankings for the cycle. Four-star cornerback Chauncey Kennon (No. 48) ranks among the targets who could soon join Florida State’s latest class.

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